Now, before you get concerned about the fact that I am writing this so early, I have to say that Io am going OUT tonight. At 10pm. I know I know... its like you dont even know me anymore! In order to make it until 10 o'clock however, I have to leave my house at 7:30 and eat dinner ahead of time. haha. Small steps! Anyway, as I was starting the LONG process of trying to figure out what to wear, I stared at the small jeans pile. Lord. There are TONS of pairs of pants there. All different sizes, shapes, colors. I tried on THE pants again, and they are still way too tight. At the bottom of the pile was a pair of stretchy jeans. No, not JEGGINGS, because those are just frightening. Actual denim material with some give. Except that lately, even the give wasn't enough to let me walk out the door. I haven't worn these pants in several months, but I thought that maybe, just maybe, 8lbs would be enough to close the button again..... and it is! That's right, I'm in a pair of jeans from the skinnier pile! Granted, they have elastic in them in every possible way, but I'm in them, and I haven't been able to say that for a while. And as I am cheering about my weight loss, I am looking at the menu for where I am having dinner tonight. Not only does it not fit in my remaining 600ish calories that I have left for the day, but I think even if I add in the 300ish calories I have remaining for the WEEK that I will still be over budget. Sigh. I wasn't planning on having a cheat day this week, because I am quickly realizing that my body can't handle that and still lose weight... .but it is what it is. Now I just need to deal with it and move on instead of letting it destroy me mentally on Monday when I weigh in. At least I had a decent work out today, and I WILL work out tomorrow. Maybe I will even sign up for that personal trainer.... dun. dun, dun......
34 days down...146 to go!
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