Thank you to everyone who read this blog, who got me through trials and tribulations, who listened to me whine, who talked me off the ledge when I needed it. I stopped writing because I felt like I had nothing more to say. I stopped working out. I stopped counting calories. I just stopped. Now here I am 2 1/2 weeks from the wedding... I never reached my final goal, and I can't seem to stay focused long enough to lose the last few pounds. Things I need to remember however is 1) I worked really hard and ultimately lost 25lbs. 2) the dress fits 3) John loves me for who I am, not who I could be, or who I wish I was, or who I strive to be. Me. Just me. And through all this, he always has. And to me that is the most important part of this entire journey. Yes, I am happy with what I was able to accomplish. No, I am not happy that I couldn't make it to my "walk down the aisle weight". But yes, I am so happy and so excited that in a few short weeks, I will be marrying the man I love. Thank you everyone for taking this crazy journey with me!
lots of days down... 17 days to go!
