FATTY'S BACK! Tell a friend!
Just about a year ago, I started this blog chronicling my journey about losing weight, and the daily struggle of (wo)man vs. food. Ultimately, at the end of that journey, I won... sort of... Let's recap: It took about 6 months, but I lost 25lbs. I never quite got down to my goal number, but the wedding dress fit and I looked awesome (if I do say so myself! HA!). The wedding was amazing despite the monsoon, and people getting lost, and most of our picture spots getting closed down due to the weather. Then, about ooooooooh an hour into the wedding reception I started eating everything on the Italian buffet... then the all inclusive food and drinks on the honeymoon.... and then everything from Cancun to Denver and every suburb in between that wasn't nailed down. We bought a house, both started new jobs, had a Halloween party, and hosted our first Christmas Day family dinner. Combine that with stress, stress, and oh yeah STRESS, and that brings us to today. A year after the journey began, and about 6 months since the wedding. And right back to where I started and maybe even HEAVIER then I was in January 2011. Well isn't that special.....
Yup. Welcome to Groundhog's Day.
Yup. Welcome to Groundhog's Day.... wait.....
Last week, my husband suggested (ever so gently) that WE need to return to the gym, and WE need to get back on calories, and then WE (I) had a meltdown. Yes, very similar to the great trainer breakdown of '11. Since then, I have done nothing but wallow in self-pity, self-doubt, chocolate, fried foods, random snackage, and fat jeans. As I write this, the first wave of 100 calorie packs have emerged in the kitchen.... I know where things are going from here. I know where things need to go from here. I don't wanna. You can't make me. Ok, probably not true.
I don't know what this blog will truly be about- weight loss? weight gain? teaching life? married life? the fact that my husband indeed got jalapeno juice in his eye and had to wash it out with milk? probably all of the above. Stay tuned ladies and gentleman- its going to be a fLabulous and bumpy ride!
Oh, I know your pain... two years ago I was running marathons; now I'm afraid to jog a mile. I'll be your long-distance blogging supporter, if you'll be mine. :) And congrats on all the great stuff, too!
ReplyDeleteGlad to see you back! You have a great support system and none of us are going to judge you. You have had so many success and you CAN do whatever you set your mind to =)
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